Hi again
You know, it seem to be the small things that hurt one most.
When I have a pic in progress I usually ask other artists for advice. I trust in their artistic eye because my experience tought me that they usually see tings I don't see. This really hepls. Most frequently I show my WIPs to two very close friends of mine because I know that they deal with the pics really deeply and are very honest.
I worked at a very important pic in the last weeks and I asked those two people again.
helped me very much. Thank you, friend! 
But when I asked the other person, this person started to blame me that I only would show my pictures to this person to make this person jealous.
I can't believe that this person really sees me in such a way. I can't believe that this person really thinks that I only show my pictures to others to say "Hey look at this! I'm the centre of the world and you are nothing!". This happened about one month ago and it still hurts very much. And I'm sure this person even doesn't know. This person seems to be much to busy to realize things like that -_-
I feel like crying T_T
Thanks for listening/reading!
